It is always darkest before the light and you must continue to thrive and strive towards it no matter what lies in wait of the blackness about you.

Yes hello hello hello again. Figured i might as well update a journal since i really have nothing better to do on my break from school anyways. And also i am testing for my black belt for the third time this saturday. Which will make me official ranked in the kazokou karate system as a sanctioned black belt even though im already a second degree. Ive had quite a day though, been going around the town with friends and what not and have just been being crazy and stupid as usual, not something i usually do but hey! Im having a grand time of it.

Also im trying very hard to balance out my life to actually get some time to write something on my ideas on a story that i want to write but can never get a chance to start writing either because im busy or someone needs something. For the past couple of days ive spent most of my time writing out papers and what not and im exhausted so hopefully, beg on my knees sortve thing, ill get some good amounts of down time in this week to just relac and listen to music.

Well thats about everything going on in my life at this moment. Planning on getting another necklace from the metaphysical fair at the end of the week and am trying to work out a way to get myself some steady income. Chat with you all later~! ^.=.^

It is always darkest before the light and you must continue to thrive and strive towards it no matter what lies in wait of the blackness about you.

So I've been trying to keep myself busy by attempting to draw and focus on life and all of that jazz, suffice to say, it isn't working out to well. There always just seems to be a string of issues coming in one after another after another etc. I have been able to stay healthy even with all the people that seem to be dropping like flies with some sort of sickness. Yayyyy flu season v.=.v.

Other than that, one of my friends made me go climbing up on a course with him and being scared of heights, it took me god-long amounts of time to even cross some of the smaller sections. After i had finally figured out to not get freaked out by the whole idea of being more than thirty feet off of the ground, i slipped on one of the log traverses and clipped my back so yeah, ow.

Besides all that though, there's nothing really too major going on with me at the moment. Birthday in another month and then some and all around just keeping myself up and going. Talk to you guys all later.

It is always darkest before the light and you must continue to thrive and strive towards it no matter what lies in wait of the blackness about you.

Well hello again everyone i be baaaack. Got stuff back so yeah.... ^.=.^ Feels good to be back on again so ill be on IM's not on the chats really since my schedule is chock full of crazy things this year. Anyways chat with you guys soon <3~

It is always darkest before the light and you must continue to thrive and strive towards it no matter what lies in wait of the blackness about you.

"Having some issues at the moment so I'm not going to be back probably for another 22 days or so. Sorry."

It is always darkest before the light and you must continue to thrive and strive towards it no matter what lies in wait of the blackness about you.

So yeah, lots of stuff has been going on recently though I won't really talk much about any of it as it's pretty personal. But people are just being soooo dramatic recently, seriously why can't some people just get over it and take a chill pill? People are bugging both me and my mate and it's helping nobody with the stress levels. Please people. Just chillax.

Also I have my computer back up to completely full speed now so everything is cool there and home life is still off and odd as always. Got the Env3 though and i like it, it's a lot better than the 2 that's for sure.

In other news my browser seems to be having issues dealing with DA's java script. Every time I open up the friends DHTML box it just disappears seconds later and doesn't even let me click on a friend to go to their page! It's really really really starting to get on my nerves and i have no clue how to fix it because the issue seems to be Fire Fox not picking up on something. It works fine on IE8 but come on... It's IE. Also i can't even change my mood in fire fox as i'm writing this DX.

I think the final thing that I wanted to say was that i'm going to TRY to write another story. Now i know i've said this before but i'm actually serious this time because i have been getting inspiration left and right for the past few weeks now and am ready to actually write for once. Spell check is my best friend in microsoft word right now because i type so fast that sometimes im not able to catch certain things though i am a pretty good typer. ANYWAY sidetracked. Yeah hope to see a chapter or two of this story so that i can see what guys actually think about the idea that im having.

P.S: Torchwood and Doctor Who are godly.

But yeah i guess that is all for now. Cya! ^.=.^

-Tesh